1 00:00:01,311 --> 00:00:03,451 [sad instrumental music playing] 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:21,745 --> 00:00:22,884 And I was the last one. 5 00:00:24,093 --> 00:00:26,129 With the sunlight coming through the trees, 6 00:00:27,268 --> 00:00:28,649 I looked down into the hole 7 00:00:30,789 --> 00:00:31,997 and there's a metal plate. 8 00:00:33,205 --> 00:00:36,277 It didn't say, "Her Royal Highness, 9 00:00:36,312 --> 00:00:38,107 The Princess of Wales." 10 00:00:38,141 --> 00:00:41,420 It said, "Diana, Princess of Wales." 11 00:00:42,594 --> 00:00:46,184 I thought why couldn't they, in the last moment, 12 00:00:46,218 --> 00:00:48,427 have given her back her title. 13 00:00:48,462 --> 00:00:50,291 It wouldn't have hurt anyone. 14 00:00:51,775 --> 00:00:55,055 So, I picked up some of the earth and threw it into the hole. 15 00:00:55,089 --> 00:00:58,610 And that's, that's where my life was. 16 00:01:00,129 --> 00:01:02,441 I could remember begging her saying, 17 00:01:04,271 --> 00:01:05,755 "Why didn't you take me with you?" 18 00:01:24,014 --> 00:01:25,223 My name is Paul Burrell. 19 00:01:25,257 --> 00:01:28,433 For 21 years, I looked after the British Royal Family. 20 00:01:28,467 --> 00:01:31,436 For 11 years, I looked after Her Majesty the Queen 21 00:01:31,470 --> 00:01:34,818 and for the following ten years, Princess Diana. 22 00:02:00,189 --> 00:02:02,812 I was born in a coal-mining community, 23 00:02:02,846 --> 00:02:04,296 in the North of England 24 00:02:04,331 --> 00:02:06,471 in a little tiny village called Grassmoor 25 00:02:06,505 --> 00:02:09,301 near Chesterfield in Derbyshire. 26 00:02:09,336 --> 00:02:11,993 And my fate was to be a coal miner 27 00:02:12,028 --> 00:02:15,342 like my grandfather, like my father and my brothers. 28 00:02:16,377 --> 00:02:18,207 I didn't want to go down the mine. 29 00:02:18,241 --> 00:02:19,898 I didn't want to go down the pit 30 00:02:19,932 --> 00:02:22,452 and come back every day black. 31 00:02:22,487 --> 00:02:25,835 I saw my grandfather die with emphysema. 32 00:02:26,353 --> 00:02:28,148 I knew it was a dangerous job 33 00:02:28,182 --> 00:02:31,841 and, as a child I didn't like to get my hands dirty. 34 00:02:31,875 --> 00:02:35,189 So I thought, "No, I've got to escape this world." 35 00:02:35,224 --> 00:02:37,985 I left school when I was 16 years old 36 00:02:38,019 --> 00:02:40,229 with no qualifications 37 00:02:40,263 --> 00:02:42,576 and I went to the local catering college. 38 00:02:42,610 --> 00:02:44,992 Whilst I was studying Hotel Management, 39 00:02:45,026 --> 00:02:48,927 the principal of the college said to me, "They are looking for boys like you 40 00:02:48,961 --> 00:02:51,067 to train at Buckingham Palace. 41 00:02:51,101 --> 00:02:52,551 Would you like to go for an interview?" 42 00:02:52,586 --> 00:02:55,347 So I thought, "That would be interesting." 43 00:02:56,279 --> 00:02:57,556 So, went for the interview 44 00:02:58,350 --> 00:02:59,696 and I got the job. 45 00:02:59,731 --> 00:03:01,319 And at the age of 18, 46 00:03:01,353 --> 00:03:03,700 I arrived at those famous gates. 47 00:03:03,735 --> 00:03:06,324 Wasn't the first time I being to Buckingham Palace. 48 00:03:06,358 --> 00:03:07,842 As a small child, 49 00:03:07,877 --> 00:03:10,776 I stood in front of the railings watching the Changing of the Guard. 50 00:03:10,811 --> 00:03:12,226 I was only eight years old 51 00:03:12,261 --> 00:03:14,228 and I turned to father and said, 52 00:03:14,263 --> 00:03:17,611 "One day I am going to work here." 53 00:03:17,645 --> 00:03:20,752 And he ruffled my hair and said,"Yeah, sure you are." 54 00:03:20,786 --> 00:03:23,789 A coal miner's son from the North of England, 55 00:03:24,790 --> 00:03:25,929 I don't think so. 56 00:03:26,896 --> 00:03:28,863 But at the age of 18, 57 00:03:28,898 --> 00:03:31,590 I arrived at the Tradesman's entrance to Buckingham Palace 58 00:03:31,625 --> 00:03:33,316 and began my new life 59 00:03:33,937 --> 00:03:35,422 at that very famous residence. 60 00:03:36,492 --> 00:03:38,218 I remember the first night, 61 00:03:39,011 --> 00:03:40,358 in my bed, 62 00:03:40,392 --> 00:03:42,256 looking at my uniforms, 63 00:03:42,291 --> 00:03:44,362 thinking, "Is this real?" 64 00:03:44,396 --> 00:03:46,087 Pinching myself, 65 00:03:46,122 --> 00:03:48,918 thinking, "This is just fantasy." 66 00:03:48,952 --> 00:03:50,437 It can't be true. 67 00:03:50,471 --> 00:03:52,059 But it was true. 68 00:03:52,093 --> 00:03:54,441 Within the first year of my service 69 00:03:54,475 --> 00:03:55,511 in the royal household, 70 00:03:55,545 --> 00:03:58,272 I was one of 20 household footmen. 71 00:03:59,031 --> 00:04:00,723 Right at the bottom. 72 00:04:00,757 --> 00:04:02,311 The Queen spotted me 73 00:04:02,345 --> 00:04:04,313 and she said to the palace steward, 74 00:04:04,347 --> 00:04:06,280 "I like that young man, 75 00:04:06,315 --> 00:04:08,178 that one that's always smiling. 76 00:04:08,213 --> 00:04:09,456 What's his name?" 77 00:04:10,146 --> 00:04:11,803 And the palace steward said to the Queen, 78 00:04:11,837 --> 00:04:15,116 "He's Paul, Your Majesty. He's our latest recruit." 79 00:04:15,151 --> 00:04:16,497 "Would you send him upstairs? 80 00:04:16,532 --> 00:04:19,328 I'd like to take a closer look." 81 00:04:19,362 --> 00:04:21,951 So I was summoned into Her Majesty's presence 82 00:04:21,985 --> 00:04:23,366 Just for one day. 83 00:04:24,160 --> 00:04:25,541 At breakfast that morning, 84 00:04:26,231 --> 00:04:27,439 we had sausages. 85 00:04:28,682 --> 00:04:30,442 And I thought, 86 00:04:30,477 --> 00:04:35,344 the Queen's going to ask me to take her dogs for a walk in the garden. 87 00:04:35,378 --> 00:04:39,762 So I stuffed my tailcoat pocket with sausages. 88 00:04:39,796 --> 00:04:42,489 I went upstairs to see the Queen for the day. 89 00:04:42,523 --> 00:04:45,146 "Would you like to take these dogs out for walk, Paul?" 90 00:04:45,181 --> 00:04:46,631 "I'd love to, Your Majesty." 91 00:04:46,665 --> 00:04:49,323 "Let's see how you get along with them." 92 00:04:49,358 --> 00:04:51,463 In those days, the Queen had nine corgis 93 00:04:51,498 --> 00:04:54,224 living with her inside the palace. 94 00:04:54,259 --> 00:04:59,540 I still remember watching those net drapes twitch as she watched me 95 00:04:59,575 --> 00:05:01,473 running through the gardens with the dogs. 96 00:05:01,508 --> 00:05:03,510 Of course, the dogs loved me. 97 00:05:03,544 --> 00:05:06,029 The Queen to this day never knew 98 00:05:06,064 --> 00:05:08,204 that I had a pocket full of sausages. 99 00:05:09,239 --> 00:05:11,449 So my career was set. 100 00:05:11,483 --> 00:05:14,555 She liked me. She said she'd keep me. 101 00:05:14,590 --> 00:05:16,557 And she kept me for 11 years. 102 00:05:16,592 --> 00:05:18,387 And I traveled all around the world. 103 00:05:18,421 --> 00:05:20,389 Where ever she went, I went. 104 00:05:20,423 --> 00:05:22,149 Who she met, I met. 105 00:05:22,183 --> 00:05:24,324 What she ate, I ate. 106 00:05:24,358 --> 00:05:27,499 So, what a colorful life I had. 107 00:05:27,534 --> 00:05:30,399 The first airplane I ever flew on was Concorde. 108 00:05:30,433 --> 00:05:33,194 We took Concorde to Saudi Arabia. 109 00:05:33,229 --> 00:05:35,093 The first ship I ever sailed on, 110 00:05:35,127 --> 00:05:37,544 wasn't the Queen Elizabeth II. 111 00:05:37,578 --> 00:05:39,200 It was Royal Yacht Britannia. 112 00:05:40,236 --> 00:05:42,514 So, I went around the world with the Queen. 113 00:05:42,549 --> 00:05:45,931 Saw presidents, kings and queens, princes and princesses. 114 00:05:49,314 --> 00:05:51,765 It was very interesting and formative time for me. 115 00:05:51,799 --> 00:05:55,562 And the queen became a sort of surrogate mother to me. 116 00:05:55,596 --> 00:05:58,185 And she told me much about her life, 117 00:05:58,219 --> 00:05:59,497 and her history 118 00:05:59,531 --> 00:06:01,844 and she taught me how to speak properly. 119 00:06:01,878 --> 00:06:03,052 So where did life take me? 120 00:06:03,086 --> 00:06:05,226 It took me to all the royal residences. 121 00:06:05,261 --> 00:06:07,228 To Buckingham palace, Windsor Castle, 122 00:06:07,263 --> 00:06:08,540 Sandringham, Balmoral 123 00:06:08,575 --> 00:06:10,611 and onboard Royal Yacht Britannia. 124 00:06:11,371 --> 00:06:13,890 In the summer of 1980, 125 00:06:13,925 --> 00:06:18,412 the Queen told me that a young girl was to come to stay for the weekend. 126 00:06:18,447 --> 00:06:21,035 "Would you meet her at the front door and show her her room?" 127 00:06:21,070 --> 00:06:22,416 "Of course, Your Majesty." 128 00:06:22,451 --> 00:06:24,522 So I am standing in the front hallway 129 00:06:24,556 --> 00:06:26,696 of Balmoral Castle on the black and white tiles, 130 00:06:27,766 --> 00:06:30,113 waiting for this car to arrive. 131 00:06:30,148 --> 00:06:33,427 And out of the car comes a shy, young girl 132 00:06:33,462 --> 00:06:36,016 that nobody knew who she was. 133 00:06:36,050 --> 00:06:38,432 She had one little suitcase in the back. 134 00:06:38,467 --> 00:06:40,883 "Is that all you brought with you?" 135 00:06:40,917 --> 00:06:42,436 You are here for the weekend. 136 00:06:42,471 --> 00:06:44,438 You have to go to hunting, shooting. 137 00:06:44,473 --> 00:06:46,406 You have to go to Ghillies Ball, 138 00:06:46,440 --> 00:06:48,304 tea parties, lunch parties. 139 00:06:48,338 --> 00:06:50,099 And that's all you have." 140 00:06:50,133 --> 00:06:51,549 She says, "Will it do?" 141 00:06:51,583 --> 00:06:54,586 I think we better take you to the room and find out. 142 00:06:54,621 --> 00:06:55,967 I showed her to her room. 143 00:06:56,001 --> 00:06:58,452 "Would you stay for a while and have a chat with me? 144 00:06:58,487 --> 00:07:01,386 I am completely out of my depth," she says. 145 00:07:01,421 --> 00:07:03,975 So I stayed. "What time do you go down for tea?" 146 00:07:04,009 --> 00:07:05,597 "Four o'clock. 147 00:07:05,632 --> 00:07:07,392 You go down to the small drawing room. 148 00:07:07,427 --> 00:07:09,049 The Queen will pour you a cup of tea. 149 00:07:09,083 --> 00:07:10,568 "I don't like tea." 150 00:07:10,602 --> 00:07:12,432 "I'll make sure she has coffee there waiting for you." 151 00:07:13,674 --> 00:07:15,158 "Then what happens?" 152 00:07:15,193 --> 00:07:17,091 I said, "When tea is cleared, you go into the drawing room. 153 00:07:17,126 --> 00:07:19,473 And then the Queen will pour you gin and tonic." 154 00:07:19,508 --> 00:07:20,750 "I don't drink." 155 00:07:20,785 --> 00:07:23,339 "I'll make sure there's a glass of water there for you." 156 00:07:23,373 --> 00:07:24,582 "Then what happens?" 157 00:07:24,616 --> 00:07:27,170 "Then the Queen plays cards on her card table. 158 00:07:27,205 --> 00:07:28,482 Do you play Bridge?" 159 00:07:28,517 --> 00:07:30,484 "Yes." 160 00:07:30,519 --> 00:07:32,762 "Then make sure you are sat at the card table to play Bridge with the Queen. 161 00:07:32,797 --> 00:07:35,282 That's a good way to get to know Her Majesty. 162 00:07:35,316 --> 00:07:37,457 Then the Queen will take the dogs into the garden. 163 00:07:37,491 --> 00:07:41,012 Maybe you could suggest you went for a walk with her. 164 00:07:41,046 --> 00:07:44,740 Also a good time to get Her Majesty's ear. 165 00:07:44,774 --> 00:07:47,018 That's what you want to do." 166 00:07:47,052 --> 00:07:49,641 This young girl was fascinated by this routine 167 00:07:49,676 --> 00:07:50,953 of royal households. 168 00:07:50,987 --> 00:07:52,610 And as I close the door that day, 169 00:07:52,644 --> 00:07:54,474 I noticed the name on the door. 170 00:07:54,819 --> 00:07:56,441 Lady Diana Spencer. 171 00:07:56,476 --> 00:07:58,512 [interviewer] Do you find it a very daunting experience 172 00:07:58,547 --> 00:08:03,655 that yesterday you were a nanny looking after the children, 173 00:08:03,690 --> 00:08:06,658 now you are about to marry Prince of Wales and, 174 00:08:06,693 --> 00:08:10,662 and one day you could, in all likelihood, be a Queen? 175 00:08:10,697 --> 00:08:14,217 It is a tremendous change for someone to be 19 176 00:08:14,252 --> 00:08:16,219 to make all of a sudden a transition. 177 00:08:17,324 --> 00:08:19,706 It is but I have had a small run up to all this 178 00:08:19,740 --> 00:08:21,639 in the last six months. 179 00:08:21,673 --> 00:08:24,676 And, next to Prince Charles, I can't go wrong. 180 00:08:24,711 --> 00:08:26,367 He's there with me. 181 00:08:26,402 --> 00:08:27,679 [interviewer] I can see the ring. Let us have a look at it. 182 00:08:27,714 --> 00:08:29,025 Yes. 183 00:08:29,060 --> 00:08:30,958 Such a wonderful sapphire diamond. 184 00:08:30,993 --> 00:08:33,720 [interviewer] When, when did you get engaged? Just last night? 185 00:08:33,754 --> 00:08:34,548 Last Sunday. 186 00:08:36,412 --> 00:08:38,207 [interviewer] And, but not wearing it yesterday? 187 00:08:38,241 --> 00:08:40,658 [Diana] No, no. I kept it hidden. 188 00:08:40,692 --> 00:08:44,351 And I was absolutely determined that this was going to be 189 00:08:44,385 --> 00:08:46,698 as near a secret as possible on the actual day. 190 00:08:47,768 --> 00:08:49,390 It was my ambition. 191 00:08:49,425 --> 00:08:51,703 [interviewer] But you both must be awfully excited 192 00:08:51,738 --> 00:08:54,568 and it must be awfully difficult to keep it as a secret. 193 00:08:54,603 --> 00:08:56,190 -Yes. -Very good for us. 194 00:08:57,019 --> 00:08:58,330 -Very good-- -A good practice? 195 00:08:58,365 --> 00:08:59,539 [laughs] Yes. 196 00:08:59,573 --> 00:09:02,058 And good for the people we told to. 197 00:09:02,093 --> 00:09:04,267 Quite interesting to see who can keep secrets. 198 00:09:04,958 --> 00:09:06,338 [Paul] One year later, 199 00:09:06,373 --> 00:09:10,273 you saw that woman become a royal princess 200 00:09:10,308 --> 00:09:11,930 in this cathedral behind me. 201 00:09:11,965 --> 00:09:15,175 -[low crowd cheering] -[Paul] St. Paul Cathedral was the setting. 202 00:09:15,209 --> 00:09:18,454 The most watched event in human history 203 00:09:18,488 --> 00:09:19,697 was her wedding day. 204 00:09:19,731 --> 00:09:20,870 [crowd cheering] 205 00:09:39,717 --> 00:09:43,065 [Paul] The longest train in royal history. 206 00:09:43,099 --> 00:09:46,240 The most creased dress in royal history. 207 00:09:46,275 --> 00:09:50,590 But the princess was brimming with hope and love for the future. 208 00:10:09,125 --> 00:10:10,817 I, Diana Frances... 209 00:10:10,851 --> 00:10:13,647 [priest] Take thee, Charles Phillip Arthur George... 210 00:10:13,682 --> 00:10:16,823 [Diana] Take thee, Charles Phillip Arthur George... 211 00:10:16,857 --> 00:10:18,272 [priest] ...to my wedded husband. 212 00:10:18,307 --> 00:10:19,998 [Diana] ...to my wedded husband. 213 00:10:20,033 --> 00:10:22,242 [Paul] She fell in love with her prince. 214 00:10:22,276 --> 00:10:24,554 And there they were, a golden couple. 215 00:10:25,176 --> 00:10:26,522 And a year later, 216 00:10:26,556 --> 00:10:28,455 that was completed by William arriving. 217 00:10:29,801 --> 00:10:31,561 [scattered applause] 218 00:10:39,880 --> 00:10:42,676 [interviewer] Does Prince William have a favorite toy? 219 00:10:42,711 --> 00:10:44,609 [indistinct whisper] 220 00:10:44,644 --> 00:10:48,993 Um, Jamie, he loves his koala bear he's got. 221 00:10:49,027 --> 00:10:50,511 But he hasn't got anything particular. 222 00:10:50,546 --> 00:10:53,031 He just likes something with a bit of a noise. 223 00:10:53,066 --> 00:10:54,792 [whispers] Plastic whales with... 224 00:10:54,826 --> 00:10:58,796 Uh, he's got a plastic whale that throws things at the top, little balls. 225 00:10:58,830 --> 00:11:00,245 [all laughing] 226 00:11:04,318 --> 00:11:05,630 [Paul] During this time, of course, 227 00:11:05,665 --> 00:11:07,770 Diana was visiting Balmoral Sandringham 228 00:11:07,805 --> 00:11:09,461 and all the royal residencies. 229 00:11:09,496 --> 00:11:11,878 Actually got to know me very well. 230 00:11:11,912 --> 00:11:16,330 I remember her showing me the honeymoon pictures. 231 00:11:16,365 --> 00:11:21,508 I remember her telling me that she was carrying another baby 232 00:11:21,542 --> 00:11:24,545 which was Harry and she pushed me into the dinning room, 233 00:11:24,580 --> 00:11:26,340 "Put your hand on my tummy," she said. 234 00:11:26,375 --> 00:11:28,722 I said, "No, I can't do that. 235 00:11:28,757 --> 00:11:30,551 You are a royal princess." 236 00:11:30,586 --> 00:11:33,002 She took my hand and placed it on the tummy, 237 00:11:33,037 --> 00:11:34,763 "Can you feel that?" she said. 238 00:11:35,108 --> 00:11:36,385 And a little kick. 239 00:11:36,903 --> 00:11:38,076 She says, "It's a boy." 240 00:11:38,111 --> 00:11:40,216 [gasps] "You shouldn't have told me that. 241 00:11:40,251 --> 00:11:42,149 That is a state secret. 242 00:11:42,184 --> 00:11:45,877 Now, if it gets out, you'll blame me." 243 00:11:45,912 --> 00:11:48,431 She says, "But I am trusting you with that secret." 244 00:11:48,466 --> 00:11:50,571 That was the first time she had actually trusted me. 245 00:11:51,227 --> 00:11:52,470 [indistinct conversation] 246 00:11:55,024 --> 00:11:56,992 Granny was christened in this. 247 00:11:57,026 --> 00:11:59,097 -Great grandmother. -Great granny. 248 00:12:00,789 --> 00:12:02,411 And I was. 249 00:12:02,445 --> 00:12:03,792 I was christened in this. 250 00:12:04,793 --> 00:12:06,001 [William] Hmm. 251 00:12:06,035 --> 00:12:07,899 Looks remarkably well despite how old it is. 252 00:12:09,798 --> 00:12:10,764 [Charles] How is he? 253 00:12:10,799 --> 00:12:12,041 Must be incredibly hot inside there, isn't it? 254 00:12:12,076 --> 00:12:13,180 [Diana] Yes. 255 00:12:13,215 --> 00:12:14,734 [Charles] He's dribbling. You might... 256 00:12:19,255 --> 00:12:20,463 [baby coos] 257 00:12:21,568 --> 00:12:23,777 [Paul] She began trusting me with more. 258 00:12:23,812 --> 00:12:26,746 Telling me that her marriage wasn't all it should be. 259 00:12:26,780 --> 00:12:28,886 "I need somebody like you, Paul. 260 00:12:28,920 --> 00:12:30,888 I need somebody like you for the future." 261 00:12:31,889 --> 00:12:33,269 [indistinct chatter] 262 00:12:33,822 --> 00:12:35,755 Here. Zara. 263 00:12:36,307 --> 00:12:38,274 Zara. Where's Zara? 264 00:12:38,309 --> 00:12:39,828 -Zara! -Look. 265 00:12:40,311 --> 00:12:42,037 [baby crying] 266 00:12:42,071 --> 00:12:43,832 [Paul] " I've got no one I could trust in. 267 00:12:44,936 --> 00:12:46,489 Would you think about leaving the Queen 268 00:12:46,524 --> 00:12:48,250 and come work for me?" 269 00:12:48,284 --> 00:12:50,804 Now, I had the best job in the world. 270 00:12:50,839 --> 00:12:52,841 I wasn't about to leave the Queen of England. 271 00:12:54,152 --> 00:12:55,809 "If you come and live with me, 272 00:12:55,844 --> 00:12:57,397 I'll give you a beautiful cottage 273 00:12:57,431 --> 00:12:59,744 in the countryside at Highgrove. 274 00:12:59,779 --> 00:13:02,782 And you, and your two children and your wife, 275 00:13:02,816 --> 00:13:05,336 can grow with my family and William and Harry. 276 00:13:05,370 --> 00:13:07,925 And we'll be just one big happy family. 277 00:13:07,959 --> 00:13:08,995 Think about it. 278 00:13:09,029 --> 00:13:11,480 Life would be much better for you. 279 00:13:11,514 --> 00:13:12,792 The standard would be higher." 280 00:13:13,965 --> 00:13:15,898 I thought about it. 281 00:13:15,933 --> 00:13:19,177 I thought it was a bright future for my family. 282 00:13:19,212 --> 00:13:21,007 But how do you tell the Queen of England 283 00:13:21,041 --> 00:13:22,353 that you are going to leave her? 284 00:13:22,387 --> 00:13:24,838 [inhales sharply] Wasn't easy. 285 00:13:24,873 --> 00:13:27,979 So, I took my moment to Balmoral and she stood 286 00:13:28,014 --> 00:13:30,810 by the log-fire warming her bottom, 287 00:13:30,844 --> 00:13:32,535 and all the dogs were asleep. 288 00:13:32,570 --> 00:13:34,296 "Your Majesty, I have got something to discuss with you. 289 00:13:34,330 --> 00:13:37,955 And I don't know quite how to tell you this." 290 00:13:37,989 --> 00:13:41,061 "What is it, Paul?", she said hopping from one foot to the other. 291 00:13:41,579 --> 00:13:42,373 "Well..." 292 00:13:43,339 --> 00:13:45,031 She could see I was struggling. 293 00:13:45,065 --> 00:13:46,964 "You don't have to tell me," she said. 294 00:13:46,998 --> 00:13:48,655 "Charles has already told me. 295 00:13:49,345 --> 00:13:50,864 And think of it this way, 296 00:13:50,899 --> 00:13:52,970 you are not actually leaving me, 297 00:13:53,004 --> 00:13:56,042 you are just moving to one side for a short time. 298 00:13:56,076 --> 00:13:57,802 And when I am dead and gone, 299 00:13:57,837 --> 00:13:59,873 and Charles and Diana are king and queen, 300 00:13:59,908 --> 00:14:02,462 you'll be back here doing the same job. 301 00:14:02,496 --> 00:14:04,326 So you just go full circle. 302 00:14:04,360 --> 00:14:06,500 And you're leaving for the best of reasons, 303 00:14:06,535 --> 00:14:09,331 honorable reasons, for your family. 304 00:14:09,365 --> 00:14:13,231 But be careful, Paul, because it's not all it seems." 305 00:14:13,922 --> 00:14:15,993 And that little warning, 306 00:14:16,027 --> 00:14:19,030 sort of echoed in my ears as I left Buckingham Palace 307 00:14:19,065 --> 00:14:22,171 and went to work at Highgrove House in Gloucestershire. 308 00:14:22,206 --> 00:14:24,380 Now, the royal marriage was falling apart 309 00:14:25,105 --> 00:14:27,245 and I was Diana's man 310 00:14:27,280 --> 00:14:30,076 placed strategically at Highgrove. 311 00:14:30,110 --> 00:14:33,424 Placed there to keep the house in order 312 00:14:33,458 --> 00:14:36,496 but also be there for Diana, 313 00:14:36,530 --> 00:14:39,637 to be there as "her rock," she later called me. 314 00:14:40,880 --> 00:14:43,503 It was difficult for me to tred the path 315 00:14:43,537 --> 00:14:46,920 between Prince Charles and Princess Diana. 316 00:14:46,955 --> 00:14:50,061 Lady Diana arrived every weekend with the boys 317 00:14:50,096 --> 00:14:53,168 on Friday afternoon and left every Sunday. 318 00:14:53,202 --> 00:14:56,861 But someone else occupied that space in between. 319 00:14:56,896 --> 00:15:00,416 And I learned to serve two royal mistresses. 320 00:15:01,072 --> 00:15:03,385 One, Princess of Wales 321 00:15:03,419 --> 00:15:05,905 and the other, Mrs. Parker Bowles. 322 00:15:06,802 --> 00:15:08,908 This was still a secret. 323 00:15:08,942 --> 00:15:12,601 I was keeping this secret for both the Prince and the Princess. 324 00:15:12,635 --> 00:15:15,397 Until, of course, it became intolerable. 325 00:15:15,431 --> 00:15:18,434 And the royal couple decided to split. 326 00:15:18,469 --> 00:15:20,471 And Prince Charles said to Princess Diana, 327 00:15:20,505 --> 00:15:22,438 "Make a list of everything you want. 328 00:15:22,473 --> 00:15:23,612 Do you want the clock? 329 00:15:23,646 --> 00:15:25,441 Do you want the dining room table? 330 00:15:25,476 --> 00:15:27,305 Do you want the silver? What do you want? 331 00:15:27,340 --> 00:15:29,721 Just have whatever you want." 332 00:15:29,756 --> 00:15:31,447 So Diana went away to make the list. 333 00:15:31,482 --> 00:15:34,071 And on top of the list, she put my name. 334 00:15:34,968 --> 00:15:36,418 "You can't have Paul. 335 00:15:36,452 --> 00:15:38,109 Paul came from my Mumma." 336 00:15:38,144 --> 00:15:39,973 "I need him for the future." 337 00:15:40,008 --> 00:15:41,975 "You have to take Paul off the list." 338 00:15:42,010 --> 00:15:45,910 "No chance. You said I could have anything I wanted. 339 00:15:45,945 --> 00:15:47,567 And I'm taking Paul." 340 00:15:47,601 --> 00:15:50,984 So, along with table and the clock and the sofa, 341 00:15:51,019 --> 00:15:52,296 I was sent back to London. 342 00:15:53,021 --> 00:15:54,815 And yet a new life began 343 00:15:54,850 --> 00:15:58,578 as the Princess' butler at Kensington Palace. 344 00:15:58,612 --> 00:16:03,410 I was with her for ten years in total. 345 00:16:03,445 --> 00:16:06,103 And began traveling with her around the word. 346 00:16:06,137 --> 00:16:07,863 To Angola, to Bosnia, 347 00:16:08,484 --> 00:16:10,624 to far-reach countries. 348 00:16:10,659 --> 00:16:14,352 People, searching out people who were less fortunate than we were. 349 00:16:14,387 --> 00:16:18,080 People who needed their plight heightened 350 00:16:18,115 --> 00:16:21,256 by an incredible icon of our times. 351 00:16:21,290 --> 00:16:24,535 So, I witnessed that first hand. 352 00:16:25,570 --> 00:16:28,332 I remember going to a hospital in Bosnia 353 00:16:28,366 --> 00:16:31,128 where a little girl had been blown up by a landmine. 354 00:16:31,162 --> 00:16:35,028 She'd been into the field to retrieve her brother's football. 355 00:16:35,063 --> 00:16:37,341 And she'd been blown up and lost her legs. 356 00:16:38,756 --> 00:16:40,171 She was critically ill. 357 00:16:40,206 --> 00:16:41,966 And the Princess sat by the bed 358 00:16:42,001 --> 00:16:43,140 and held her hand 359 00:16:43,174 --> 00:16:45,487 and this little girl couldn't understand English. 360 00:16:46,488 --> 00:16:49,146 And then the Princess left. 361 00:16:49,180 --> 00:16:52,563 The little girl opened her eyes and said to the nurse in her language, 362 00:16:53,391 --> 00:16:54,772 "I've just seen an angel." 363 00:16:57,706 --> 00:17:00,812 You see, I saw that gift of humanity 364 00:17:00,847 --> 00:17:03,194 the Princess brought to these people. 365 00:17:04,609 --> 00:17:07,095 To people torn apart by war. 366 00:17:08,406 --> 00:17:12,410 And that's a point to which I often refer because, 367 00:17:12,445 --> 00:17:16,587 that one moment of humanity 368 00:17:16,621 --> 00:17:18,520 changed my life. 369 00:17:18,554 --> 00:17:21,074 And I saw the Princess in a different light. 370 00:17:21,626 --> 00:17:22,903 I saw her 371 00:17:23,421 --> 00:17:25,078 as beautiful inside 372 00:17:25,734 --> 00:17:27,115 as she was outside. 373 00:17:28,116 --> 00:17:30,083 What an incredible human being. 374 00:17:30,118 --> 00:17:32,879 We will never see the likes of her again. 375 00:17:32,913 --> 00:17:36,607 So, my life with her was filled with fun, 376 00:17:36,641 --> 00:17:38,954 with happiness, with drama, 377 00:17:40,231 --> 00:17:41,543 controversy, 378 00:17:43,269 --> 00:17:45,133 and lots of things happened in those ten years. 379 00:17:46,548 --> 00:17:50,276 Mrs. Parker Bowles is a great friend of mine. 380 00:17:50,310 --> 00:17:54,866 And I have a large number of friends I am terribly lucky to have. 381 00:17:54,901 --> 00:17:57,593 The Prince of Wales had just been on TV 382 00:17:57,628 --> 00:18:00,734 to admit adultery with Camilla Parker Bowles 383 00:18:00,769 --> 00:18:03,116 and Princess that evening was due to go out 384 00:18:03,151 --> 00:18:07,086 to the Serpentine Gallery to see her old friend, Lord Colombo. 385 00:18:07,120 --> 00:18:09,191 When marriages break down, 386 00:18:09,226 --> 00:18:12,677 awful, miserable as it is, 387 00:18:12,712 --> 00:18:15,094 that so often you know that it is your friends 388 00:18:15,128 --> 00:18:17,544 who are the most important. 389 00:18:17,579 --> 00:18:19,753 "I can't go. I'm not going. 390 00:18:19,788 --> 00:18:23,378 I'm not going. It will be too humiliating. 391 00:18:23,412 --> 00:18:27,796 The whole world now knows that Charles has been having an affair. 392 00:18:27,830 --> 00:18:28,624 He's admitted it." 393 00:18:29,384 --> 00:18:31,179 "You are going," I said. 394 00:18:31,213 --> 00:18:32,628 "I have got nothing to wear." 395 00:18:32,663 --> 00:18:34,941 "Yes, you have got something to wear." 396 00:18:34,975 --> 00:18:36,356 I went up to her wardrobe room 397 00:18:36,391 --> 00:18:38,945 and picked out a Christina Strambolian dress with a fishtail. 398 00:18:39,980 --> 00:18:42,190 "This is what you are going to wear," I said. 399 00:18:42,224 --> 00:18:45,641 "I can't fit into it." "Yes, you can. Put it on." 400 00:18:45,676 --> 00:18:46,884 So, she slipped it on. 401 00:18:46,918 --> 00:18:49,197 "Now, to compliment that I think we should have 402 00:18:49,231 --> 00:18:51,164 the pearl choker and the sapphire. 403 00:18:51,199 --> 00:18:52,303 That's all you need. 404 00:18:52,338 --> 00:18:54,857 High heels and those jaws." 405 00:18:55,651 --> 00:18:56,583 "Right." She put them on 406 00:18:56,618 --> 00:18:58,620 and she looked a million dollars. 407 00:18:58,654 --> 00:19:01,209 "Remember, when you go out there," I said, 408 00:19:01,243 --> 00:19:04,108 "you stride, you hold your head high, 409 00:19:04,143 --> 00:19:07,525 you smile, you engage, firm handshake. 410 00:19:08,630 --> 00:19:10,183 Say to yourself, 411 00:19:10,218 --> 00:19:14,394 'I'm Diana, Princess of Wales and I'm here to say. 412 00:19:14,429 --> 00:19:17,673 I'm the mother of the future king of England.' 413 00:19:17,708 --> 00:19:18,950 Say it to yourself. 414 00:19:20,366 --> 00:19:21,194 Say it." 415 00:19:21,229 --> 00:19:22,678 So she said it, 416 00:19:22,713 --> 00:19:25,233 she went out there. She did it. 417 00:19:25,267 --> 00:19:28,339 I saw it on the news and I wrote her a little note. 418 00:19:28,374 --> 00:19:30,134 I put it on the pillow that night. 419 00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:32,447 "Well done, girl. You did it." 420 00:19:33,310 --> 00:19:35,415 That's what I was there for. 421 00:19:35,450 --> 00:19:37,314 I was there to support her, 422 00:19:37,348 --> 00:19:40,765 to be there as a friend, as a confidant, 423 00:19:40,800 --> 00:19:42,802 and above that, 424 00:19:42,836 --> 00:19:46,185 a sort of a father figure and a brother all rolled into one. 425 00:19:46,219 --> 00:19:50,154 My role became more and more and more as the years passed. 426 00:19:50,913 --> 00:19:52,501 She called me, "Her rock." 427 00:19:52,536 --> 00:19:55,849 She said, "You are the only man I've ever really trusted. 428 00:19:56,678 --> 00:19:58,645 You are the captain of my ship. 429 00:19:59,853 --> 00:20:03,202 Without you," she wrote, "we'd all be lost." 430 00:20:04,410 --> 00:20:06,239 [indistinct conversation] 431 00:20:16,939 --> 00:20:21,358 I was told long time ago, I'd backed the loser. 432 00:20:21,392 --> 00:20:23,360 I'd gone with the one who'd be forgotten. 433 00:20:24,430 --> 00:20:27,226 And here we are, 20 years later, 434 00:20:27,260 --> 00:20:29,228 we are still talking about her. 435 00:20:29,262 --> 00:20:33,093 because Diana has become an icon. 436 00:20:33,128 --> 00:20:37,236 We're talking about her because she changed the rule-book. 437 00:20:37,270 --> 00:20:40,377 She tore out pages from the dusty old book, 438 00:20:40,411 --> 00:20:43,380 and she rewrote the rules. 439 00:20:43,414 --> 00:20:46,245 She changed the royal family for ever. 440 00:20:46,279 --> 00:20:51,595 The ghost of Diana will always haunt the House of Windsor. 441 00:20:52,975 --> 00:20:54,770 She changed the rules 442 00:20:54,805 --> 00:20:57,083 for the woman she'd never meet. 443 00:20:57,117 --> 00:20:59,223 She changed the rules for Catherine 444 00:20:59,258 --> 00:21:01,294 so that she would have a better life, 445 00:21:01,329 --> 00:21:02,468 a better passage, 446 00:21:03,400 --> 00:21:05,402 and who ever Harry marries. 447 00:21:05,436 --> 00:21:07,266 She changed the rules for her, too. 448 00:21:07,300 --> 00:21:11,787 So, in a way, she's changing the rules for her children. 449 00:21:11,822 --> 00:21:15,964 Her children, William and Harry, are her legacy to the world. 450 00:21:17,137 --> 00:21:19,208 They will finish their mother's work. 451 00:21:19,243 --> 00:21:22,211 We want to represent exactly what our mother would have wanted. 452 00:21:22,246 --> 00:21:24,386 Um, how she was and all those sort of things. 453 00:21:24,421 --> 00:21:27,286 So, therefore, the charity itself alone isn't enough 454 00:21:27,320 --> 00:21:30,047 We want to have this big concert with full of energy, 455 00:21:30,081 --> 00:21:32,118 full of, sort of, fun and happiness 456 00:21:32,152 --> 00:21:33,878 which I knew she'd have wanted. 457 00:21:33,913 --> 00:21:35,777 And on her birthday as well, it's going to be the best birthday she ever had. 458 00:21:35,811 --> 00:21:39,263 And whether we can, the two of us, organize it. 459 00:21:39,298 --> 00:21:43,302 We wanted to have the fact that evening was all about our mother. 460 00:21:43,336 --> 00:21:46,443 The main purpose is to celebrate and have fun. 461 00:21:46,477 --> 00:21:48,099 And to remember her in a fun way. 462 00:21:48,134 --> 00:21:52,311 It's, the ideas, we wanted the artists that our mother really loved 463 00:21:54,209 --> 00:21:56,176 and artists that both Harry and I enjoy 464 00:21:56,211 --> 00:21:59,594 and, in the middle, with ballet and 465 00:21:59,628 --> 00:22:01,837 Obviously, she loved her dancing and her musicals. 466 00:22:01,872 --> 00:22:05,013 So with that, you have got something different. 467 00:22:05,047 --> 00:22:06,946 It's just not any old concert. 468 00:22:06,980 --> 00:22:09,466 It's going to be different and it's going to be interesting. 469 00:22:09,500 --> 00:22:11,330 If it works, it'd be brilliant. If it doesn't, 470 00:22:12,158 --> 00:22:15,264 we'd be in the country house. 471 00:22:15,299 --> 00:22:16,852 [interviewer] And will we see you dancing? 472 00:22:17,508 --> 00:22:18,682 Really hope not. 473 00:22:18,716 --> 00:22:20,787 I hope so. For him, not me. 474 00:22:20,822 --> 00:22:22,651 I hope we could get a chance to see him. 475 00:22:22,686 --> 00:22:23,997 It would be a terrifying sight if you do. 476 00:22:28,139 --> 00:22:29,348 [William] She cared, she cared massively. 477 00:22:29,382 --> 00:22:31,315 We have been left in no doubt at all, 478 00:22:31,350 --> 00:22:33,352 that we were the most important thing in her life 479 00:22:33,386 --> 00:22:35,354 and after that, it was everyone else. 480 00:22:35,388 --> 00:22:37,114 [Harry] Really caring, so sweet, 481 00:22:37,148 --> 00:22:39,150 and very much missed by not only us 482 00:22:39,185 --> 00:22:40,566 but I think a lot of people. 483 00:22:51,577 --> 00:22:56,064 [Paul] Thirty six years old, you don't expect your mother to die. 484 00:22:56,098 --> 00:23:00,137 Her untimely death catapulted those boys 485 00:23:00,171 --> 00:23:02,484 into the forefront of the royal family. 486 00:23:02,519 --> 00:23:05,832 They are royal family's future. 487 00:23:05,867 --> 00:23:10,250 One day we will see King William and Queen Catherine 488 00:23:10,285 --> 00:23:11,493 on the throne of England. 489 00:23:12,529 --> 00:23:13,564 And strangely enough, 490 00:23:13,599 --> 00:23:15,739 when William and Harry came to see me 491 00:23:15,773 --> 00:23:18,569 at Kensington Palace shortly after their mother died, 492 00:23:18,604 --> 00:23:20,744 I said, "You must take something. 493 00:23:20,778 --> 00:23:24,575 Take something which belonged to her that you can keep safe. 494 00:23:24,610 --> 00:23:26,508 What would you want, William?" I said. 495 00:23:27,544 --> 00:23:29,994 "I'd like Mummy's Cartier watch. 496 00:23:30,029 --> 00:23:32,203 The one that Grandpa Spencer gave to her 497 00:23:32,238 --> 00:23:33,412 for her 21st birthday." 498 00:23:34,930 --> 00:23:38,071 "Okay." I went to the safe and I got the watch. 499 00:23:38,106 --> 00:23:39,901 "What about you, Harry, what would you like?" 500 00:23:41,454 --> 00:23:42,938 "I remember," he said, 501 00:23:42,973 --> 00:23:46,425 "when I held Mummy's hand when I was a small boy, 502 00:23:46,459 --> 00:23:49,945 that ring always hurt me because it was so big." 503 00:23:51,395 --> 00:23:53,086 "Do you mean her engagement ring?" 504 00:23:53,121 --> 00:23:54,674 "Yes." 505 00:23:54,709 --> 00:23:59,299 So, I went to the safe and gave Harry Diana's engagement ring. 506 00:24:01,474 --> 00:24:06,479 William told Harry that he was to be become engaged to Catherine. 507 00:24:06,514 --> 00:24:08,481 Harry said to him, 508 00:24:08,516 --> 00:24:11,450 "Wouldn't it be fitting if she had Mummy's ring?" 509 00:24:12,140 --> 00:24:13,624 And then one day, 510 00:24:13,659 --> 00:24:16,765 that ring will be sat on the throne of England. 511 00:24:17,801 --> 00:24:22,253 So, Harry gave up his precious treasure. 512 00:24:22,288 --> 00:24:24,877 His one thing he kept from his mother, 513 00:24:24,911 --> 00:24:26,568 he gave to his brother. 514 00:24:27,673 --> 00:24:29,606 That's selfless, kind, 515 00:24:30,503 --> 00:24:32,816 and exactly who Diana was. 516 00:24:34,196 --> 00:24:36,923 Harry has Diana's personality. 517 00:24:36,958 --> 00:24:39,132 William has his father's. 518 00:24:39,167 --> 00:24:41,480 Harry is fun, naughty, 519 00:24:42,342 --> 00:24:43,930 great time out. 520 00:24:43,965 --> 00:24:46,657 William is serious and studious 521 00:24:47,658 --> 00:24:49,349 and kingly. 522 00:24:49,384 --> 00:24:51,490 Two boys from the same parents. 523 00:24:51,524 --> 00:24:53,768 Two boys, very different nature. 524 00:24:55,563 --> 00:24:57,634 [William] We shared a similar feeling of loss 525 00:24:57,668 --> 00:25:00,602 having a loved one, in my case, a parent, 526 00:25:00,637 --> 00:25:03,536 snatched away so suddenly. 527 00:25:03,571 --> 00:25:07,540 I, like them, knew there will always be a gaping hole 528 00:25:07,575 --> 00:25:09,335 that could never be filled. 529 00:25:09,369 --> 00:25:13,822 I finally got hands on to a job that I absolutely adore but it's still hard work 530 00:25:13,857 --> 00:25:16,515 but, I'm better than William so it's fun. 531 00:25:16,549 --> 00:25:18,033 [chuckles] Yeah. 532 00:25:18,068 --> 00:25:19,621 [interviewer] Have you been helping him with the exams? 533 00:25:19,656 --> 00:25:21,036 Oh, yeah. He needs a lot of help. 534 00:25:21,071 --> 00:25:24,108 It's the RAF way so you have to help the army quite a lot. 535 00:25:24,143 --> 00:25:26,663 [interviewer] What has it come down to, mental math test? 536 00:25:26,697 --> 00:25:28,285 Yeah, a bit of that, you know, 537 00:25:28,319 --> 00:25:29,976 future questions, try to catch him out. 538 00:25:30,011 --> 00:25:31,391 [interviewer] Seven-eights. 539 00:25:31,426 --> 00:25:32,738 -Yeah, exactly, lots of that. -[interviewer chuckles] 540 00:25:34,533 --> 00:25:36,673 [Paul] The only secret Diana kept from me 541 00:25:36,707 --> 00:25:40,193 was the Martin Bashir interview forPanorama. 542 00:25:40,228 --> 00:25:42,023 I had known Martin Bashir for a long time 543 00:25:42,057 --> 00:25:44,681 and he was one of the men that I used to bring into the palace 544 00:25:44,715 --> 00:25:48,167 under a blanket because he didn't want to be seen by anyone. 545 00:25:48,201 --> 00:25:49,893 He was never the lover of the Princess'. 546 00:25:49,927 --> 00:25:52,723 He was just a work associate. 547 00:25:52,758 --> 00:25:56,589 He persuaded the Princess that she had to have a voice. 548 00:25:56,624 --> 00:25:58,626 She needed to tell her story 549 00:25:58,660 --> 00:26:01,836 and what better vehicle than Panorama. 550 00:26:04,597 --> 00:26:07,635 I was sent home on a Sunday afternoon. 551 00:26:07,669 --> 00:26:09,429 "Strange," I thought. 552 00:26:09,464 --> 00:26:11,811 "Why would she be sending me home?" 553 00:26:11,846 --> 00:26:14,055 "Go and spend some time with your family. 554 00:26:14,089 --> 00:26:15,919 I am doing nothing this afternoon. 555 00:26:15,953 --> 00:26:17,610 Don't worry about me." 556 00:26:17,645 --> 00:26:19,716 The minute I had left the Palace, 557 00:26:19,750 --> 00:26:22,995 in through the back door comes Martin Bashir and his camera crew. 558 00:26:23,029 --> 00:26:26,654 And they set up, the Prince of Wales sitting room, 559 00:26:26,688 --> 00:26:29,070 which she used for that interview. 560 00:26:29,104 --> 00:26:30,727 At the age of 19, 561 00:26:31,762 --> 00:26:33,730 you always think you are prepared for everything 562 00:26:33,764 --> 00:26:36,733 and you have the knowledge of what's coming ahead 563 00:26:36,767 --> 00:26:40,184 but, although I was daunted at the prospect at the time 564 00:26:40,219 --> 00:26:42,670 I thought I had the support of my husband-to be. 565 00:26:42,704 --> 00:26:45,914 I had no idea that was being done. 566 00:26:45,949 --> 00:26:47,606 The next morning we came to work, 567 00:26:47,640 --> 00:26:49,884 I noticed all the furniture being moved. 568 00:26:49,918 --> 00:26:51,955 "Why have you moved the furniture? 569 00:26:51,989 --> 00:26:53,750 It's not in the same place." 570 00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:56,718 "Um, I had a dance class. 571 00:26:56,753 --> 00:26:58,271 I had to move the furniture out of the way 572 00:26:58,306 --> 00:27:00,446 just so we could exercise." 573 00:27:01,102 --> 00:27:03,242 "Strange. Very strange." 574 00:27:03,276 --> 00:27:05,727 She avoided me for the next two days. 575 00:27:05,762 --> 00:27:07,315 Never spoke to me. 576 00:27:07,349 --> 00:27:09,800 "How strange," I thought, "she is hiding something." 577 00:27:09,835 --> 00:27:11,906 And then she told me 578 00:27:11,940 --> 00:27:15,910 that she made a recording with Martin Bashir for Panorama. 579 00:27:17,118 --> 00:27:18,602 "What have you said?" 580 00:27:18,637 --> 00:27:21,640 "Well, I have just put the record straight," she said. 581 00:27:23,296 --> 00:27:24,746 We didn't know what she said 582 00:27:25,782 --> 00:27:26,679 until we saw it. 583 00:27:26,714 --> 00:27:29,440 Well, it was three of us in this marriage. 584 00:27:29,475 --> 00:27:30,649 So, it was a bit crowded. 585 00:27:33,030 --> 00:27:37,759 Thirty one million people stopped in their tracks on that Monday night 586 00:27:39,140 --> 00:27:42,522 and couldn't believe what they were seeing. 587 00:27:42,557 --> 00:27:46,699 The Princess of Wales baring her heart on national television. 588 00:27:46,734 --> 00:27:48,839 We couldn't take our eyes away from it. 589 00:27:48,874 --> 00:27:50,669 We couldn't believe what we were hearing. 590 00:27:50,703 --> 00:27:53,499 "There are three people in my marriage. 591 00:27:53,533 --> 00:27:56,675 My husband doesn't fit for the top job. 592 00:27:56,709 --> 00:28:00,540 I don't, I think it would bring him limitations. 593 00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:04,372 She was honest, open and frank. 594 00:28:04,406 --> 00:28:05,787 "Did you love James Hewitt?" 595 00:28:06,788 --> 00:28:08,859 Yes, I did. Yes. 596 00:28:08,894 --> 00:28:11,482 [Martin] Were you unfaithful? 597 00:28:11,517 --> 00:28:13,692 Yes, I adored him. Yes, I was in love with him. 598 00:28:15,832 --> 00:28:16,867 But I was very let-down. 599 00:28:19,352 --> 00:28:23,218 [Paul] It was all there. I couldn't believe it. 600 00:28:23,253 --> 00:28:26,739 It was too raw for most people 601 00:28:27,844 --> 00:28:30,847 and an embarrassment for the royal family. 602 00:28:30,881 --> 00:28:32,987 That was the final straw. 603 00:28:33,021 --> 00:28:37,716 That was the straw that broke the back of the House of Windsor. 604 00:28:38,786 --> 00:28:42,168 From that moment on, Diana was outcast. 605 00:28:42,203 --> 00:28:44,412 Her titles were stripped. 606 00:28:44,446 --> 00:28:46,725 She was no longer prayed for in church. 607 00:28:47,277 --> 00:28:48,761 She was on her own. 608 00:28:48,796 --> 00:28:51,177 [Martin] You do live very much on your own, don't you? 609 00:28:51,212 --> 00:28:54,249 Yes, I am. I don't mind that, actually. 610 00:28:54,284 --> 00:28:56,355 You know, people think at the end of the day, 611 00:28:56,389 --> 00:28:57,770 a man is the only answer. 612 00:28:57,805 --> 00:29:00,704 Actually, a fulfilling job is better for me. 613 00:29:03,258 --> 00:29:04,915 Living and working for the Queen 614 00:29:04,950 --> 00:29:08,574 was far more easy than living with Diana. 615 00:29:08,850 --> 00:29:10,714 With the Queen, 616 00:29:10,749 --> 00:29:14,753 we always knew that her life ran with routines and protocols and time tables. 617 00:29:14,787 --> 00:29:16,789 We knew that the breakfast would be at nine o'clock, 618 00:29:16,824 --> 00:29:19,447 lunch will be at one o'clock, tea would be five o'clock 619 00:29:19,481 --> 00:29:20,862 and dinner would be at 8:15. 620 00:29:20,897 --> 00:29:22,243 It was the same every day. 621 00:29:22,277 --> 00:29:24,763 It's Groundhog Day at Buckingham Palace. 622 00:29:25,660 --> 00:29:28,249 With Diana, anything could happen. 623 00:29:28,283 --> 00:29:31,217 No routines, no time tables, nothing. 624 00:29:31,252 --> 00:29:33,288 We might skip lunch, we might be shopping. 625 00:29:33,323 --> 00:29:35,532 We could be doing anything during the day. 626 00:29:35,566 --> 00:29:38,846 So, life was more exciting with Diana. 627 00:29:38,880 --> 00:29:40,951 But the difference between the two worlds was, 628 00:29:40,986 --> 00:29:43,402 I always knew where I was with the Queen. 629 00:29:43,436 --> 00:29:45,749 I always knew where the line was in the sand. 630 00:29:45,784 --> 00:29:48,787 I knew when not to cross that line. 631 00:29:48,821 --> 00:29:50,789 I knew to stay and bow. 632 00:29:51,479 --> 00:29:52,929 I was the servant. 633 00:29:52,963 --> 00:29:57,312 But also a friend and confidant to the Queen but in a different way. 634 00:29:57,347 --> 00:29:59,142 With Diana, it was, 635 00:29:59,176 --> 00:30:02,214 "Come and sit down. Have a cup of tea with me. Have a cup of coffee. 636 00:30:02,248 --> 00:30:03,905 Don't just stand there." 637 00:30:03,940 --> 00:30:07,219 I used to stand every morning waiting for the Princess to come through 638 00:30:07,253 --> 00:30:09,290 from her dressing room. 639 00:30:09,324 --> 00:30:10,843 And every morning, standing there 640 00:30:10,878 --> 00:30:14,467 with a half a grapefruit and a cup of black coffee. 641 00:30:14,502 --> 00:30:17,643 I'll bow and say, "Good morning, Your Royal Highness." 642 00:30:17,677 --> 00:30:21,474 "For goodness' sake," she'd say, "when are you going to stop doing that? 643 00:30:21,509 --> 00:30:23,269 It's just you and me in the room. 644 00:30:23,304 --> 00:30:27,170 Sit down and have a cup of coffee with me and tell me what's been going on." 645 00:30:27,929 --> 00:30:29,068 That was her world. 646 00:30:29,103 --> 00:30:31,968 Diana did things differently. 647 00:30:32,002 --> 00:30:33,659 There was a memo that came from Buckingham Palace. 648 00:30:33,693 --> 00:30:38,802 "Diana, when you are in public, please wear a hat and please wear gloves 649 00:30:38,837 --> 00:30:42,806 'cause you are touching the public and you might catch something. 650 00:30:42,841 --> 00:30:47,915 And I am not too sure about you touching those people with HIV and AIDS. 651 00:30:47,949 --> 00:30:49,261 Are you sure you are safe?" 652 00:30:50,952 --> 00:30:52,885 We lived in a world of ignorance. 653 00:30:52,920 --> 00:30:56,095 We lived in a world where people were not educated. 654 00:30:56,130 --> 00:30:57,925 They didn't know. 655 00:30:57,959 --> 00:31:01,618 The Princess introduced me to the first person to die with HIV and AIDS. 656 00:31:01,652 --> 00:31:06,623 I didn't know anything about it until she showed me that world. 657 00:31:06,657 --> 00:31:10,316 She would sit and hold people's hands and counseled them. 658 00:31:10,351 --> 00:31:13,147 So life with Diana was very different. 659 00:31:14,838 --> 00:31:17,599 Life with Diana was 24/7. 660 00:31:17,634 --> 00:31:20,844 My wife said, "There were three people in my marriage, too." 661 00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:24,296 Because Diana is always there. 662 00:31:24,330 --> 00:31:25,884 She used to say, "She's your baby." 663 00:31:25,918 --> 00:31:28,196 I said, "Yes, she is my baby. She needs me. 664 00:31:28,231 --> 00:31:30,440 She needs me to be there." 665 00:31:30,474 --> 00:31:32,511 My wife had two children. 666 00:31:33,236 --> 00:31:34,789 The Princess had no one. 667 00:31:34,823 --> 00:31:37,136 Her children were away at boarding school 668 00:31:37,171 --> 00:31:39,138 and she had no husband. 669 00:31:39,173 --> 00:31:41,658 Occasionally, she had a male companion. 670 00:31:41,692 --> 00:31:43,936 But they came and they went. 671 00:31:43,971 --> 00:31:46,145 I was responsible for that, too. 672 00:31:46,180 --> 00:31:47,871 I was the go-between. 673 00:31:47,906 --> 00:31:51,530 I was the one that went out with my car, 674 00:31:51,564 --> 00:31:53,946 rode people back to Kensingston Palace 675 00:31:53,981 --> 00:31:56,397 in the back seat of my car under the blanket. 676 00:31:57,674 --> 00:32:01,505 Just to give Princess some love. 677 00:32:01,540 --> 00:32:04,543 All she was ever looking for was to be loved. 678 00:32:05,164 --> 00:32:06,372 She used to say to me, 679 00:32:06,407 --> 00:32:08,996 "All I want, Paul, is to someone, 680 00:32:09,030 --> 00:32:10,859 a man to put arms around me 681 00:32:10,894 --> 00:32:12,654 and say, 'I love you.' 682 00:32:12,689 --> 00:32:14,449 That's not too much to ask, is it?" 683 00:32:15,347 --> 00:32:17,901 And that's what she was searching for. 684 00:32:17,936 --> 00:32:20,145 Towards the end of her life, of course, 685 00:32:20,179 --> 00:32:22,181 she found her soulmate. 686 00:32:22,216 --> 00:32:25,081 Her soulmate was Hasnat Khan, 687 00:32:25,115 --> 00:32:26,461 the heart surgeon. 688 00:32:30,914 --> 00:32:34,883 Hasnat Khan had been the Princess' companion for over two years. 689 00:32:34,918 --> 00:32:36,920 Nobody knew about Hasnat Khan. 690 00:32:36,955 --> 00:32:40,061 That was not played out on the world stage. 691 00:32:41,097 --> 00:32:43,444 Whereas, after they had broken up, 692 00:32:44,376 --> 00:32:47,103 the Princess was invited to the south of France 693 00:32:47,137 --> 00:32:48,587 by the Mohamed Al-Fayeds. 694 00:32:50,106 --> 00:32:52,246 She met Dodi Al-Fayed. 695 00:32:52,280 --> 00:32:57,699 Did you know that the romance of Princess and Dodi Al-Fayed 696 00:32:57,734 --> 00:33:01,117 was 30 days from beginning to the end. 697 00:33:02,049 --> 00:33:03,912 It only lasted 30 days. 698 00:33:04,948 --> 00:33:07,571 I spoke to her regularly when she was away. 699 00:33:08,089 --> 00:33:10,057 "Have you seen Hasnat?" 700 00:33:10,091 --> 00:33:12,818 I said, "Yes, I went for a drink with him last night." 701 00:33:12,852 --> 00:33:14,716 "What does he think about me being here 702 00:33:14,751 --> 00:33:17,064 in South of France with Dodi Al-Fayed?" 703 00:33:17,098 --> 00:33:18,651 "Well, he's not too pleased." 704 00:33:19,687 --> 00:33:22,138 "Has he seen the pictures in the papers?" 705 00:33:22,172 --> 00:33:25,106 "Yes, he has because you know his routine. 706 00:33:25,141 --> 00:33:28,627 You know, every morning he goes to the corner shop 707 00:33:28,661 --> 00:33:31,561 and sees the press. You know that. 708 00:33:31,595 --> 00:33:33,804 And I know that's what you are doing. 709 00:33:33,839 --> 00:33:37,670 You are manipulating the world's media by having these pictures taken 710 00:33:37,705 --> 00:33:39,983 to show Hasnat who you are with." 711 00:33:40,604 --> 00:33:41,364 It is sort of a, 712 00:33:42,951 --> 00:33:44,574 "Are you jealous? 713 00:33:44,608 --> 00:33:47,335 Do you mind? Do you care? 714 00:33:48,164 --> 00:33:49,475 Are you bothered?" 715 00:33:49,510 --> 00:33:52,513 That's what Diana was saying to Hasnat Khan 716 00:33:52,547 --> 00:33:55,481 through those pictures in the world's media. 717 00:33:55,516 --> 00:33:57,690 And, of course, until Hasnat was bothered 718 00:33:57,725 --> 00:34:00,003 And I didn't find out recently 719 00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:04,628 that he called her the day before she died on her mobile phone. 720 00:34:05,802 --> 00:34:09,150 He called her to try and patch up their relationship. 721 00:34:10,531 --> 00:34:12,119 Had she returned to London, 722 00:34:12,740 --> 00:34:13,844 I truly believe 723 00:34:13,879 --> 00:34:16,261 the romance between Hasnat Khan and the Princess 724 00:34:16,295 --> 00:34:17,676 would have been rekindled. 725 00:34:18,849 --> 00:34:20,161 It was too strong. 726 00:34:20,196 --> 00:34:21,507 It was too deep. 727 00:34:22,094 --> 00:34:23,889 They were true soulmates. 728 00:34:26,512 --> 00:34:29,446 I said to the Princess, "When are you going home?" 729 00:34:29,481 --> 00:34:31,138 "I'm coming home on Sunday, Paul. 730 00:34:31,172 --> 00:34:32,691 I'm just bored. 731 00:34:32,725 --> 00:34:34,175 I'm on this boat. 732 00:34:34,210 --> 00:34:36,212 It's freezing cold downstairs. 733 00:34:36,246 --> 00:34:39,077 It's boiling hot on deck. 734 00:34:39,111 --> 00:34:41,148 I'm sending these pictures out 735 00:34:41,182 --> 00:34:43,011 and nobody is coming back to me. 736 00:34:43,046 --> 00:34:46,360 I'm having no communication. I need to come home. 737 00:34:46,394 --> 00:34:49,673 But the only way home is on the Harrod's jet. 738 00:34:49,708 --> 00:34:52,228 The only way I can get home is via Paris 739 00:34:52,262 --> 00:34:54,471 because Dodi has to go to Paris 740 00:34:54,506 --> 00:34:56,197 to do some business with his father." 741 00:34:57,198 --> 00:34:59,062 "How is he with you?" 742 00:34:59,097 --> 00:35:00,305 "Oh, he's very spoiling. 743 00:35:00,339 --> 00:35:02,341 He's very generous," the Princess said. 744 00:35:02,376 --> 00:35:05,068 "He's given me a necklace, some earrings. 745 00:35:05,103 --> 00:35:06,690 He's given me a watch." 746 00:35:06,725 --> 00:35:09,141 I said, "You know what's coming next, don't you? 747 00:35:09,176 --> 00:35:10,522 He's gonna give you a ring. 748 00:35:10,556 --> 00:35:12,420 "Do you think so?" "Oh, yes. 749 00:35:12,455 --> 00:35:14,388 He'll give you a ring. 750 00:35:14,422 --> 00:35:17,080 But remember when he gives it to you, 751 00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:20,428 put it on the forth finger on your right hand." 752 00:35:21,774 --> 00:35:23,949 "Oh. Yes. 753 00:35:23,983 --> 00:35:26,089 Fourth finger, right hand." 754 00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:27,194 I can hear her saying it. 755 00:35:27,228 --> 00:35:29,265 "Fourth finger, right hand." 756 00:35:29,299 --> 00:35:31,129 Yes, that's the thing to do. 757 00:35:31,163 --> 00:35:33,200 I'll do that. You always know what to do. 758 00:35:33,234 --> 00:35:34,822 That's exactly what I'll do." 759 00:35:35,236 --> 00:35:36,617 So, if there was a ring, 760 00:35:37,135 --> 00:35:39,137 which I very much doubt, 761 00:35:39,171 --> 00:35:43,106 it would have been placed on the fourth finger of the right hand. 762 00:35:47,973 --> 00:35:51,321 Fate in the wrong place at the wrong time. 763 00:35:52,978 --> 00:35:55,394 That tragic accident should have never happened. 764 00:35:55,429 --> 00:35:57,741 But that's what it must be. 765 00:35:57,776 --> 00:36:00,365 It must be an accident. 766 00:36:00,399 --> 00:36:03,022 What confuses me, of course, is the fact that 767 00:36:03,851 --> 00:36:05,473 ten months before that 768 00:36:05,508 --> 00:36:08,200 the Princess had written me a letter. 769 00:36:08,235 --> 00:36:10,444 And in that letter, she said, 770 00:36:10,478 --> 00:36:13,654 in her own handwriting, on her own stationary, 771 00:36:14,206 --> 00:36:15,932 her words were, 772 00:36:17,485 --> 00:36:21,006 "The next few months are the most difficult in my life. 773 00:36:22,110 --> 00:36:26,908 I fear that my husband is planning an accident 774 00:36:26,943 --> 00:36:31,119 in my car-head injuries 775 00:36:32,776 --> 00:36:33,777 in order 776 00:36:35,193 --> 00:36:36,366 that he can remarry." 777 00:36:38,126 --> 00:36:40,163 Now when you read those words, 778 00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:42,200 the prophesy that Princess made 779 00:36:42,234 --> 00:36:44,547 ten months before she died that came true 780 00:36:45,064 --> 00:36:47,032 is rather eerie. 781 00:36:47,066 --> 00:36:50,242 But I just think it was just paranoia at the time. 782 00:36:50,277 --> 00:36:53,314 We checked the brakes on the car several times. 783 00:36:53,349 --> 00:36:54,833 We pulled the floor boards up 784 00:36:54,867 --> 00:36:58,216 in her sitting room to look for listening devices. 785 00:36:58,250 --> 00:36:59,769 We didn't find anything. 786 00:36:59,803 --> 00:37:02,392 But then, we didn't know what we were looking for. 787 00:37:03,290 --> 00:37:05,326 So I have no idea 788 00:37:05,361 --> 00:37:06,603 whether people were listening, 789 00:37:06,638 --> 00:37:09,157 people were following, people were watching. 790 00:37:09,813 --> 00:37:10,711 I have no idea. 791 00:37:11,470 --> 00:37:14,335 All I can believe is that no one 792 00:37:14,853 --> 00:37:16,199 would sign an order 793 00:37:16,234 --> 00:37:18,857 to murder the mother of the future king of England. 794 00:37:20,238 --> 00:37:22,067 Who would want to murder Diana? 795 00:37:23,724 --> 00:37:24,828 I can't believe that. 796 00:37:29,592 --> 00:37:32,526 It's now the 31st of August, 797 00:37:32,560 --> 00:37:37,047 in the late hours, I just returned from the theater. 798 00:37:37,082 --> 00:37:38,980 We'd been to Beauty and Beast, 799 00:37:39,015 --> 00:37:40,499 rather ironic really. 800 00:37:40,534 --> 00:37:43,364 Princess used to say, "That's the story of my life." 801 00:37:45,124 --> 00:37:46,367 And the phone rings. 802 00:37:46,402 --> 00:37:47,541 It was Lucia Flecha de Lima, 803 00:37:47,575 --> 00:37:51,338 the Brazilian Ambassador's wife in Washington. 804 00:37:51,372 --> 00:37:53,340 She said, "Paul, CNN has just reported 805 00:37:53,374 --> 00:37:55,307 the Princess is in a accident in Paris. 806 00:37:55,342 --> 00:37:57,171 Can you find out more? 807 00:37:57,205 --> 00:38:01,002 You have her mobile number. I don't have it. Ring her." 808 00:38:01,037 --> 00:38:05,006 So I put the phone down and immediately rang the Princess' mobile phone. 809 00:38:05,041 --> 00:38:06,939 And it rang, and rang and rang. 810 00:38:06,974 --> 00:38:10,288 I thought that's strange because in those days, 811 00:38:10,322 --> 00:38:12,290 mobiles were in their infancy. 812 00:38:12,324 --> 00:38:15,189 But she always carried it with her. 813 00:38:15,223 --> 00:38:18,123 I didn't know that it was just ringing out 814 00:38:18,157 --> 00:38:21,333 on a marble top inside the suite 815 00:38:21,368 --> 00:38:22,541 at the Ritz in Paris. 816 00:38:22,576 --> 00:38:25,095 I had no idea where the phone was. 817 00:38:26,338 --> 00:38:27,650 Is she hadn't taken it with her? 818 00:38:30,169 --> 00:38:34,139 Right, I must get into work mode 819 00:38:34,173 --> 00:38:36,037 and find out more about this accident. 820 00:38:36,072 --> 00:38:38,385 So, I went up to her apartment 821 00:38:38,419 --> 00:38:41,388 and waited for news to come through Balmoral. 822 00:38:41,422 --> 00:38:44,908 And the first we heard the Princess had head injuries 823 00:38:44,943 --> 00:38:47,394 and broken her arm. 824 00:38:47,428 --> 00:38:49,706 And at two o'clock in the morning, we heard 825 00:38:49,741 --> 00:38:53,710 that the injuries were more serious than they first thought. 826 00:38:53,745 --> 00:38:55,988 And it wasn't until three o'clock 827 00:38:56,023 --> 00:38:58,336 that they told us that the accident had been fatal. 828 00:38:59,198 --> 00:39:01,131 And during this time, 829 00:39:01,166 --> 00:39:04,342 my thoughts were, "I must get to Paris." 830 00:39:04,376 --> 00:39:06,999 Because if she is incapacitated in any way, 831 00:39:07,034 --> 00:39:08,587 she'll need me 832 00:39:08,622 --> 00:39:10,969 to support her, to take care of her, 833 00:39:11,003 --> 00:39:12,764 to keep her safe. 834 00:39:12,798 --> 00:39:17,424 And when I heard that the accident was fatal, 835 00:39:17,458 --> 00:39:20,599 I thought there's even more reason to be there. 836 00:39:20,634 --> 00:39:24,327 I do need to keep her safe. I need to protect her. 837 00:39:24,362 --> 00:39:25,708 I need to look after her. 838 00:39:27,399 --> 00:39:31,369 And so I booked my flight through New York. It was still open. 839 00:39:31,403 --> 00:39:33,854 And I was on the first flight to Paris next morning. 840 00:39:35,303 --> 00:39:37,754 So, early Sunday morning I arrived in Paris 841 00:39:37,789 --> 00:39:41,344 and was taken straight by the British Ambassador taken to hospital. 842 00:39:42,483 --> 00:39:46,384 And I remember going into the elevator 843 00:39:46,418 --> 00:39:48,696 and the elevator doors opening on the first floor 844 00:39:48,731 --> 00:39:50,491 and looking down the corridor and seeing 845 00:39:50,526 --> 00:39:53,494 and two guards stood outside of her door. 846 00:39:53,529 --> 00:39:55,531 And I thought that's where she is. 847 00:39:55,565 --> 00:40:00,363 So I was led not to that room but to the room next door. 848 00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:04,022 Nurse Humbert was the French nurse on duty. 849 00:40:04,056 --> 00:40:09,027 Small, petite nurse that could only speak broken English. 850 00:40:09,061 --> 00:40:11,339 And she came to me and said, "Paul, 851 00:40:11,374 --> 00:40:13,618 would you like to go and see the Princess?" 852 00:40:13,652 --> 00:40:14,412 "Yes, I would." 853 00:40:15,861 --> 00:40:19,451 I'm going to describe to you what I saw. 854 00:40:19,486 --> 00:40:23,317 As the door opened, it was a very warm night in Paris, 855 00:40:23,351 --> 00:40:25,423 the room was stifling hot. 856 00:40:26,596 --> 00:40:30,531 I noticed two people in the corner. 857 00:40:30,566 --> 00:40:33,431 Shady looking characters behind the screen. 858 00:40:33,465 --> 00:40:35,743 Later I realize, they were the undertakers. 859 00:40:37,711 --> 00:40:38,919 And I approached the bed, 860 00:40:39,782 --> 00:40:41,335 it was a hospital bed, 861 00:40:41,369 --> 00:40:43,544 and the Princess was covered in a white sheet. 862 00:40:45,443 --> 00:40:47,514 Her head and her feet were visible. 863 00:40:49,239 --> 00:40:51,449 And her hands were on top of the sheet. 864 00:40:52,622 --> 00:40:54,452 And I approached the bed and, 865 00:40:57,282 --> 00:40:59,802 I stared for a while 866 00:41:00,906 --> 00:41:03,046 in disbelief. 867 00:41:03,081 --> 00:41:07,430 And I watched the fan whirring on the side of the bed table. 868 00:41:08,431 --> 00:41:10,951 A fan was moving on the bed side table 869 00:41:10,985 --> 00:41:12,400 and as it moved, 870 00:41:12,435 --> 00:41:14,506 it moved the Princess' hair 871 00:41:14,541 --> 00:41:16,646 and I could see her eyelashes moving. 872 00:41:17,578 --> 00:41:19,407 And I took her hand and I said, 873 00:41:20,236 --> 00:41:20,995 "Wake up. 874 00:41:22,894 --> 00:41:24,309 You are asleep, aren't you? 875 00:41:25,344 --> 00:41:26,345 [whispers] Wake up." 876 00:41:27,519 --> 00:41:28,486 And nothing happened. 877 00:41:30,626 --> 00:41:32,490 She was soft and warm. 878 00:41:35,769 --> 00:41:38,461 Not dead at all, to me. 879 00:41:41,015 --> 00:41:43,535 It was quite a while before I realized 880 00:41:43,570 --> 00:41:45,606 that she was actually not with us 881 00:41:46,469 --> 00:41:48,160 and then the floodgates opened. 882 00:41:48,195 --> 00:41:53,476 I am not ashamed to say that I think they could hear me in the next building. 883 00:41:54,581 --> 00:41:55,823 I was grief-stricken. 884 00:41:57,135 --> 00:41:58,999 But I... [sighs] 885 00:41:59,033 --> 00:42:00,552 ...I pulled myself together 886 00:42:00,587 --> 00:42:02,658 and realized I had this job to do 887 00:42:06,558 --> 00:42:08,664 and remembered what she told me about death. 888 00:42:09,527 --> 00:42:10,528 She said, 889 00:42:11,183 --> 00:42:13,289 "At that moment when you pass, 890 00:42:13,323 --> 00:42:15,636 your spirit lifts from your body 891 00:42:15,671 --> 00:42:18,639 and you hang around for a while and watch. 892 00:42:19,537 --> 00:42:21,608 So I said, "You are here, aren't you? 893 00:42:22,609 --> 00:42:23,541 You are here. 894 00:42:24,783 --> 00:42:25,957 You are watching me. 895 00:42:28,097 --> 00:42:29,547 You are watching what I'm doing. 896 00:42:31,549 --> 00:42:34,862 And I'll try and do it the way you'd want me to do it. 897 00:42:36,208 --> 00:42:37,485 So I stayed with her. 898 00:42:39,453 --> 00:42:42,525 And it wasn't such a harrowing experience after that 899 00:42:42,560 --> 00:42:44,596 because I realized 900 00:42:44,631 --> 00:42:47,599 it was cathartic in a way that I could help her. 901 00:42:47,634 --> 00:42:49,532 I could bring her back 902 00:42:50,671 --> 00:42:53,605 as a royal princess. 903 00:42:53,640 --> 00:42:57,678 I could bring her back in the start the way she should be brought back. 904 00:42:57,713 --> 00:43:00,647 And I stayed and I came home with her 905 00:43:00,681 --> 00:43:05,099 on the plane and brought her home into Central London. 906 00:43:05,134 --> 00:43:07,412 What was moving about that night was, 907 00:43:08,724 --> 00:43:11,658 all the cars were stopped on the motor way 908 00:43:12,831 --> 00:43:17,215 and people were standing on the Central Road waiting 909 00:43:17,249 --> 00:43:18,699 for the hearse to come by. 910 00:43:19,666 --> 00:43:20,701 I couldn't believe it. 911 00:43:21,840 --> 00:43:23,877 Standing hundreds of them, 912 00:43:23,911 --> 00:43:26,534 on gangways, on bridges, 913 00:43:26,569 --> 00:43:29,676 by the side of the road. No cars moving. 914 00:43:29,710 --> 00:43:31,505 People had got out of their cars. 915 00:43:33,887 --> 00:43:35,509 It's the most incredible thing. 916 00:43:37,407 --> 00:43:40,583 And we brought her home and I came home 917 00:43:42,689 --> 00:43:46,071 and I had a little walk in the gardens of Kensington Palace 918 00:43:46,106 --> 00:43:47,521 and saw people 919 00:43:47,555 --> 00:43:49,592 beginning to bring the floral tributes. 920 00:43:51,042 --> 00:43:53,631 Maybe just 20 or 30 of them. 921 00:43:54,079 --> 00:43:55,805 Maybe a 100. 922 00:43:55,840 --> 00:43:59,671 Nothing like what would happen that week. 923 00:43:59,706 --> 00:44:03,054 I think actually that rocked the royal family. 924 00:44:03,088 --> 00:44:04,711 It shocked them to the core. 925 00:44:06,471 --> 00:44:08,231 They didn't understand what was happening. 926 00:44:09,439 --> 00:44:10,751 They didn't understand 927 00:44:12,615 --> 00:44:17,413 that the world could love a woman whom they have never met. 928 00:44:17,447 --> 00:44:19,933 They didn't understand why the people were crying in the street 929 00:44:21,279 --> 00:44:23,419 They thought the world had gone mad 930 00:44:23,453 --> 00:44:26,698 that everybody had gone hysterical. 931 00:44:26,733 --> 00:44:30,288 The Queen's first thought was to keep her grandchildren safe 932 00:44:30,322 --> 00:44:32,600 and so she kept them at Balmoral 933 00:44:32,635 --> 00:44:34,706 and looked after them behind those walls. 934 00:44:34,741 --> 00:44:37,605 That's what she thought was the best thing for them. 935 00:44:38,676 --> 00:44:41,264 There was no flag flying at Buckingham Palace. 936 00:44:42,334 --> 00:44:44,267 It seemed the royal family didn't care. 937 00:44:45,061 --> 00:44:46,649 They wanted rid of Diana. 938 00:44:48,168 --> 00:44:50,446 They stripped her of royal titles 939 00:44:50,480 --> 00:44:52,310 and she was an outcast. 940 00:44:52,344 --> 00:44:53,621 Now what to do about it. 941 00:44:54,830 --> 00:44:56,452 This has never happened before. 942 00:44:56,486 --> 00:44:57,729 It was unprecedented. 943 00:44:57,764 --> 00:45:00,214 There was no rule-book to look to, 944 00:45:00,249 --> 00:45:02,596 to say what shall we do next. 945 00:45:02,630 --> 00:45:05,737 Every body was feeling the wave very carefully. 946 00:45:05,772 --> 00:45:07,912 It was a very sensitive time. 947 00:45:09,154 --> 00:45:11,950 The royal family were almost on the brink 948 00:45:11,985 --> 00:45:13,607 of losing the throne. 949 00:45:16,472 --> 00:45:19,475 That would be generated throughout the week 950 00:45:19,509 --> 00:45:21,615 with hysteria, with emotion. 951 00:45:27,448 --> 00:45:30,693 First I want to pay tribute to Diana myself. 952 00:45:31,694 --> 00:45:34,662 She was an exceptional and gifted human being. 953 00:45:35,353 --> 00:45:37,527 In good times and bad, 954 00:45:37,562 --> 00:45:40,841 she never lost her capacity to smile and laugh 955 00:45:40,876 --> 00:45:44,396 nor to inspire others with her warmth and kindness. 956 00:45:45,673 --> 00:45:47,779 I admired and respected her. 957 00:45:47,814 --> 00:45:50,782 Her energy and commitment to others 958 00:45:50,817 --> 00:45:53,785 and especially for her devotion to her two boys. 959 00:45:55,753 --> 00:45:57,478 This week at Balmoral, 960 00:45:57,513 --> 00:45:59,964 we all have been trying to help William and Harry 961 00:45:59,998 --> 00:46:03,036 come to terms with devastating loss 962 00:46:03,070 --> 00:46:05,210 for they and the rest of us have suffered. 963 00:46:07,143 --> 00:46:09,974 No one who knew Diana will never forget her. 964 00:46:11,078 --> 00:46:13,805 Millions of others who never met her 965 00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:16,601 but felt they knew her, remember her. 966 00:46:18,085 --> 00:46:19,673 I, for one believe, 967 00:46:19,707 --> 00:46:22,641 there are lessons to be drawn from her life 968 00:46:22,676 --> 00:46:25,852 and from the extraordinary and moving reaction to her death. 969 00:46:27,577 --> 00:46:31,271 I share in your determination to cherish her memory. 970 00:46:38,105 --> 00:46:40,418 I remember asking, 971 00:46:40,452 --> 00:46:42,834 sending a message back to Buckingham Palace to say, 972 00:46:42,869 --> 00:46:46,320 "Would it possible for the Princess to come home 973 00:46:46,355 --> 00:46:47,805 for one last night?" 974 00:46:49,461 --> 00:46:50,566 And the Queen said, 975 00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:53,396 "It was a good opportunity 976 00:46:53,431 --> 00:46:55,778 to extend the funeral procession 977 00:46:55,813 --> 00:46:58,367 because two million people are coming to London 978 00:46:58,954 --> 00:47:01,439 to watch the spectacle." 979 00:47:02,889 --> 00:47:05,684 So she said it was a very good idea, yes. 980 00:47:05,719 --> 00:47:07,410 So the Princess came home. 981 00:47:08,032 --> 00:47:09,550 And I asked all the family 982 00:47:09,585 --> 00:47:11,587 if they would like to come and pay their respects 983 00:47:11,621 --> 00:47:13,831 and stay with me on a vigil. 984 00:47:15,384 --> 00:47:16,799 Nobody came. 985 00:47:19,595 --> 00:47:23,910 So, I'm sat with Diana at Kensington Palace. 986 00:47:25,946 --> 00:47:26,913 And I said to her... 987 00:47:27,983 --> 00:47:29,363 [scoffs] 988 00:47:29,398 --> 00:47:30,813 "Isn't this appropriate? 989 00:47:31,849 --> 00:47:33,436 It's just me and you. 990 00:47:33,471 --> 00:47:34,886 The way it's always been. 991 00:47:34,921 --> 00:47:37,578 Just you and me rattling around inside the palace. 992 00:47:38,407 --> 00:47:41,548 So, I suppose, 993 00:47:41,582 --> 00:47:44,585 I better pull up a chair and have a chat." 994 00:47:46,001 --> 00:47:47,761 And I remember pulling up a chair and, 995 00:47:50,005 --> 00:47:53,284 leaning on her coffin 996 00:47:53,974 --> 00:47:55,907 covered in the royal standard 997 00:47:57,460 --> 00:47:59,393 and talking to her all night long. 998 00:48:02,431 --> 00:48:04,433 I talked about all her friends. 999 00:48:04,467 --> 00:48:08,851 I talked about all the outpouring of love from people. 1000 00:48:08,886 --> 00:48:11,785 I said, "Funny, if you could see this but then I suppose you can see this. 1001 00:48:13,373 --> 00:48:15,271 And what would you have said? 1002 00:48:15,306 --> 00:48:16,894 You wouldn't have understood, would you?" 1003 00:48:18,343 --> 00:48:19,724 And then morning came. 1004 00:48:20,967 --> 00:48:21,968 And, 1005 00:48:22,969 --> 00:48:25,488 I could hear the crunch 1006 00:48:25,523 --> 00:48:29,113 of the wheels of gun carriage on the gravel outside 1007 00:48:29,147 --> 00:48:31,322 and I knew they have come to take her away. 1008 00:48:34,290 --> 00:48:36,223 I didn't want to let go. 1009 00:48:40,020 --> 00:48:43,092 So those soldiers in their big boots 1010 00:48:43,127 --> 00:48:45,336 stomped down in my corridor, 1011 00:48:46,061 --> 00:48:47,372 into the room, 1012 00:48:48,408 --> 00:48:49,857 and lifted her 1013 00:48:53,240 --> 00:48:54,932 and she was beginning her journey. 1014 00:49:24,547 --> 00:49:26,377 I remember bowing for the last time 1015 00:49:32,107 --> 00:49:32,935 and saying, 1016 00:49:35,179 --> 00:49:36,974 "Goodbye, Your Royal Highness." 1017 00:49:40,080 --> 00:49:40,908 Because, 1018 00:49:42,048 --> 00:49:44,567 that in my eyes, 1019 00:49:44,602 --> 00:49:47,225 she was always Your Royal Highness. 1020 00:49:50,056 --> 00:49:51,954 And then I followed the procession 1021 00:49:51,989 --> 00:49:55,509 to Westminster Abbey and sat in the choir stalls 1022 00:49:55,544 --> 00:49:56,959 and I said to the usher, 1023 00:49:56,994 --> 00:49:58,547 "You brought us to the wrong place. 1024 00:49:58,581 --> 00:50:00,238 We shouldn't be sat here. 1025 00:50:00,273 --> 00:50:02,102 The Queen's sitting there 1026 00:50:02,137 --> 00:50:03,931 and the Prime Minister sitting there. 1027 00:50:03,966 --> 00:50:05,347 Why are we siting here?" 1028 00:50:05,381 --> 00:50:08,557 And they said, "That's where your place is." 1029 00:50:09,627 --> 00:50:12,457 So, I watched the royal family come down the aisle 1030 00:50:12,492 --> 00:50:15,943 and watched the Queen Mum on her sticks 1031 00:50:15,978 --> 00:50:17,600 and she nodded in my direction. 1032 00:50:17,635 --> 00:50:19,464 The Queen bowed in my direction 1033 00:50:19,499 --> 00:50:21,915 because I knew them all, I knew these people 1034 00:50:23,848 --> 00:50:26,506 And, Earl Spencer 1035 00:50:28,853 --> 00:50:31,614 delivered his speech. 1036 00:50:36,102 --> 00:50:37,896 I stand before you today 1037 00:50:37,931 --> 00:50:40,175 the representative of a family in grief, 1038 00:50:40,968 --> 00:50:43,109 in a country in mourning 1039 00:50:43,143 --> 00:50:45,249 before a world in shock. 1040 00:50:46,698 --> 00:50:48,079 "We are all united 1041 00:50:48,114 --> 00:50:51,738 not only in our desire to pay our respects to Diana 1042 00:50:51,772 --> 00:50:54,154 but rather in our need to do so. 1043 00:50:55,190 --> 00:50:57,778 Today is our chance to say thank you 1044 00:50:57,813 --> 00:51:00,126 for the way you brightened our lives, 1045 00:51:00,160 --> 00:51:03,646 even though God granted you but half a life. 1046 00:51:03,681 --> 00:51:06,097 We will all feel cheated always 1047 00:51:06,132 --> 00:51:08,755 that you were taken from us so young 1048 00:51:08,789 --> 00:51:10,619 and yet we must learn to be grateful 1049 00:51:10,653 --> 00:51:12,862 that you came along at all. 1050 00:51:12,897 --> 00:51:17,143 Only now that you are gone do we truly appreciate what we are now without 1051 00:51:17,177 --> 00:51:20,042 and we want you to know that life without you 1052 00:51:20,077 --> 00:51:21,940 is very, very difficult. 1053 00:51:21,975 --> 00:51:25,944 For all the status, the glamour, the applause, 1054 00:51:25,979 --> 00:51:30,328 Diana remained throughout a very insecure person at heart, 1055 00:51:30,363 --> 00:51:34,125 almost childlike in her desire to do good for others 1056 00:51:34,160 --> 00:51:35,609 so she could release herself 1057 00:51:35,644 --> 00:51:38,198 from deep feelings of unworthiness 1058 00:51:38,233 --> 00:51:41,960 of which her eating disorders were merely a symptom. 1059 00:51:41,995 --> 00:51:44,342 She would want us today to pledge ourselves 1060 00:51:44,377 --> 00:51:46,275 to protecting her beloved boys, 1061 00:51:46,310 --> 00:51:49,278 William and Harry, from a similar fate 1062 00:51:49,313 --> 00:51:52,350 and I do this here, Diana, on your behalf. 1063 00:51:52,385 --> 00:51:55,215 We will not allow them to suffer the anguish 1064 00:51:55,250 --> 00:51:58,356 that used regularly to drive you to tearful despair. 1065 00:51:59,771 --> 00:52:02,878 And beyond that, on behalf of your mother and sisters, 1066 00:52:02,912 --> 00:52:05,674 I pledge that we, your blood family, 1067 00:52:05,708 --> 00:52:09,574 will do all we can to continue the imaginative and loving way 1068 00:52:09,609 --> 00:52:13,164 in which you were steering these two exceptional young men 1069 00:52:13,199 --> 00:52:17,168 so that their souls are not simply immersed by duty and tradition 1070 00:52:17,203 --> 00:52:19,791 but can sing openly as you planned. 1071 00:52:20,930 --> 00:52:23,519 Above all, we give thanks for the life of a woman 1072 00:52:23,554 --> 00:52:25,797 I am so proud to be able to call my sister, 1073 00:52:26,453 --> 00:52:29,249 the unique, the complex, 1074 00:52:29,284 --> 00:52:32,010 the extraordinary and irreplaceable Diana 1075 00:52:32,045 --> 00:52:35,221 whose beauty, both internal and external, 1076 00:52:35,255 --> 00:52:37,947 will never be extinguished from our minds." 1077 00:52:41,296 --> 00:52:43,470 [loud applause] 1078 00:53:18,264 --> 00:53:19,989 And I sat and I listened. 1079 00:53:22,129 --> 00:53:25,995 And I thought, "Good speech but where were you? 1080 00:53:27,273 --> 00:53:29,965 Where were you when she needed you? 1081 00:53:29,999 --> 00:53:33,486 Where were you when she wanted sanctuary for her boys? 1082 00:53:36,868 --> 00:53:42,391 I couldn't believe the torrent of abuse 1083 00:53:42,426 --> 00:53:44,186 which came out of his mouth, 1084 00:53:44,221 --> 00:53:47,051 vitriol directed towards the Queen. 1085 00:53:48,846 --> 00:53:50,779 I was confused. 1086 00:53:50,813 --> 00:53:52,159 "Why would he say that? 1087 00:53:52,194 --> 00:53:56,923 Why would he do that in the House of God at his sister's funeral? 1088 00:53:56,957 --> 00:54:00,340 Why would he slap the Queen, his godmother? 1089 00:54:00,375 --> 00:54:01,790 Why would he do that?" 1090 00:54:03,240 --> 00:54:06,450 I looked at the Queen and she looked at me 1091 00:54:06,484 --> 00:54:08,210 as if to say, "Mm. 1092 00:54:09,315 --> 00:54:11,524 We know the truth." 1093 00:54:11,558 --> 00:54:13,871 Unfortunately, the world didn't know the truth. 1094 00:54:14,216 --> 00:54:16,011 But we did. 1095 00:54:16,045 --> 00:54:19,428 -[woman 1] Charles. -Thank you so much. Thank you. 1096 00:54:19,463 --> 00:54:21,292 [woman 2] Harry, I'm so sorry. 1097 00:54:21,327 --> 00:54:22,983 [woman 3] William, William. 1098 00:54:24,226 --> 00:54:25,952 Thank you so much. Thank you. 1099 00:54:29,680 --> 00:54:30,474 Thank you so much. 1100 00:54:34,201 --> 00:54:35,789 [press calling out William] 1101 00:54:37,170 --> 00:54:38,344 [woman 3] We love you! 1102 00:54:39,448 --> 00:54:42,969 [Paul] Then on the royal train with the royal family, 1103 00:54:43,003 --> 00:54:48,319 with Charles and Harry and William to North Hampton. 1104 00:54:48,354 --> 00:54:51,702 We arrived and had lunch with Earl Spencer in the dinning room. 1105 00:54:53,151 --> 00:54:54,463 I sat next to Prince Charles. 1106 00:54:54,498 --> 00:54:56,879 Who put me next to Prince Charles? 1107 00:54:56,914 --> 00:54:59,503 I have no idea. He talked about the garden. 1108 00:54:59,537 --> 00:55:02,437 How wonderful his begonias were this time of the year. 1109 00:55:02,471 --> 00:55:04,335 "You really must come down to Highgrove, Paul, 1110 00:55:04,370 --> 00:55:05,888 I have never seen the Alliums 1111 00:55:05,923 --> 00:55:09,513 with such a color and such a spread across the garden." 1112 00:55:09,547 --> 00:55:12,723 I thought, "We are at a funeral here. 1113 00:55:12,757 --> 00:55:15,208 We are not on gardener's world." 1114 00:55:18,418 --> 00:55:21,732 Someone came in and whispered into Charles Spencer's ear. 1115 00:55:23,354 --> 00:55:24,355 He got up. 1116 00:55:24,390 --> 00:55:26,253 "Diana's arrived everybody." 1117 00:55:27,289 --> 00:55:28,877 So we all got up, 1118 00:55:29,878 --> 00:55:31,673 in to the hallway 1119 00:55:31,707 --> 00:55:36,885 and the Princess's coffin had just arrived at the front door. 1120 00:55:36,919 --> 00:55:40,060 Charles Spencer proceeds down the steps 1121 00:55:40,095 --> 00:55:42,235 and they open the back door. 1122 00:55:42,269 --> 00:55:44,720 He rips off the royal Standard 1123 00:55:44,755 --> 00:55:48,483 and replaces it with the Spencer Standard. 1124 00:55:48,517 --> 00:55:52,728 He turns to William and Harry and everyone stood there 1125 00:55:52,763 --> 00:55:54,627 and says, "She's a Spencer now." 1126 00:55:55,731 --> 00:55:59,770 They lifted her high and took her 1127 00:55:59,804 --> 00:56:02,393 on this procession towards the island. 1128 00:56:02,428 --> 00:56:05,362 They built a small pond, too, across the lake. 1129 00:56:05,396 --> 00:56:09,020 So we all followed across the bridge 1130 00:56:09,055 --> 00:56:12,541 to a small clearing where a hole had been dug. 1131 00:56:13,300 --> 00:56:15,406 And into the hole, 1132 00:56:15,441 --> 00:56:19,859 the soldiers lowered the coffin and then left 1133 00:56:19,893 --> 00:56:22,413 and left us stood around 1134 00:56:22,448 --> 00:56:24,588 to say a few prayers and to say goodbye. 1135 00:56:26,452 --> 00:56:28,902 And I remember Mrs. Shand Kydd standing beside me 1136 00:56:29,903 --> 00:56:32,906 and I can see the tears 1137 00:56:32,941 --> 00:56:37,773 I'd be wearing her cross and chain which she gave me the night before 1138 00:56:37,808 --> 00:56:40,638 and I thought now is a good time to give it back. 1139 00:56:40,673 --> 00:56:42,985 So I took it off and gave it to her 1140 00:56:43,020 --> 00:56:44,470 and she turned to me and said, 1141 00:56:46,161 --> 00:56:48,266 "At least I had her for nine months. 1142 00:56:49,578 --> 00:56:52,339 Those nine months, she was mine." 1143 00:56:53,686 --> 00:56:56,378 I thought, "What a sad thing for a mother to say 1144 00:56:57,828 --> 00:57:00,175 at her daughter's funeral." 1145 00:57:00,209 --> 00:57:04,351 "Come on, boys," she said, "leave Paul, leave him here for a little while. 1146 00:57:04,386 --> 00:57:08,459 He's got a few things to say. Let him, let him stay for a while." 1147 00:57:08,494 --> 00:57:11,911 So Prince Charles and William and Harry, they left the island 1148 00:57:11,945 --> 00:57:13,326 and left me standing there. 1149 00:57:14,223 --> 00:57:15,501 And I was the last one. 1150 00:57:16,709 --> 00:57:18,711 With the sunlight coming through the trees, 1151 00:57:19,539 --> 00:57:21,472 I looked down into the hole 1152 00:57:23,336 --> 00:57:24,820 and there's a metal plate. 1153 00:57:24,855 --> 00:57:27,478 It didn't say, Her Royal Highness, The Princess of Wales, 1154 00:57:27,513 --> 00:57:31,378 It said, "Diana, Princess of Wales." 1155 00:57:32,518 --> 00:57:35,521 I thought why couldn't they, in the last moment, 1156 00:57:35,555 --> 00:57:38,489 have given her back her title. 1157 00:57:38,524 --> 00:57:40,318 It wouldn't have hurt anyone 1158 00:57:41,527 --> 00:57:44,012 So I picked up some earth and threw it into the hole. 1159 00:57:49,500 --> 00:57:52,745 And that's, that's where my life was. 1160 00:57:57,335 --> 00:57:59,855 And I could remember begging her saying, 1161 00:58:01,443 --> 00:58:02,996 "Why didn't you take me with you? 1162 00:58:04,550 --> 00:58:06,483 You should have taken me with you. 1163 00:58:08,450 --> 00:58:12,661 Because my reason gone, 1164 00:58:13,593 --> 00:58:15,008 I have no place now. 1165 00:58:15,768 --> 00:58:16,838 and I knew it, 1166 00:58:17,597 --> 00:58:19,426 I knew they'd come for me 1167 00:58:20,531 --> 00:58:22,533 because I was the last person 1168 00:58:24,190 --> 00:58:26,537 to witness a certain part of history. 1169 00:58:40,447 --> 00:58:43,450 My favorite memory of Princess is a very personal one 1170 00:58:43,485 --> 00:58:46,074 because I was the only witness to it 1171 00:58:46,108 --> 00:58:50,181 and it was a regular occurrence and it used to thrill me. 1172 00:58:50,216 --> 00:58:54,841 I used to hear the piano being played in the drawing room. 1173 00:58:54,876 --> 00:58:57,050 And the Princess was an accomplished pianist. 1174 00:58:59,087 --> 00:59:03,885 Her favorite piece of music was " Rachmaninoff: Piano Concerto No. 2," 1175 00:59:05,265 --> 00:59:07,302 which if you were a film historian, 1176 00:59:07,336 --> 00:59:08,441 you would know it was played throughout 1177 00:59:08,475 --> 00:59:11,444 David Lean's film, Brief Encounter. 1178 00:59:11,478 --> 00:59:12,583 One of our favorite films. 1179 00:59:12,618 --> 00:59:15,310 We'd sit and watch that black and white movie 1180 00:59:15,344 --> 00:59:17,070 with a box of tissues between us. 1181 00:59:17,105 --> 00:59:20,142 -What do you believe? -That it's the same with you. 1182 00:59:20,177 --> 00:59:21,592 That you have fallen in love, too. 1183 00:59:24,181 --> 00:59:28,944 And I would hear these chords and know she was up there. 1184 00:59:28,979 --> 00:59:30,601 I'd sneak up the staircase 1185 00:59:30,636 --> 00:59:33,224 and peep in through drawing room door 1186 00:59:33,259 --> 00:59:36,331 and watch that vision 1187 00:59:36,365 --> 00:59:39,645 with wet hair scraped back over her head 1188 00:59:39,679 --> 00:59:44,166 and a white toweling robe tied tight, head back 1189 00:59:44,201 --> 00:59:47,307 playing "Rachmaninoff: Piano Concerto." 1190 00:59:49,793 --> 00:59:50,932 That was magic. 1191 00:59:53,935 --> 00:59:55,592 When that happened, 1192 00:59:56,523 --> 00:59:58,318 when we lost Diana, 1193 00:59:59,457 --> 01:00:01,183 the world stopped 1194 01:00:01,218 --> 01:00:04,497 just for one brief second. 1195 01:00:04,531 --> 01:00:07,776 Everybody took a deep breath in disbelief. 1196 01:00:09,675 --> 01:00:10,814 What was that? 1197 01:00:11,642 --> 01:00:14,300 If you could distill that essence, 1198 01:00:14,852 --> 01:00:15,957 that was Diana. 1199 01:00:17,061 --> 01:00:18,649 But it was something more than that. 1200 01:00:20,720 --> 01:00:22,584 I think it's what people call 1201 01:00:23,067 --> 01:00:24,551 magic. 1202 01:00:24,586 --> 01:00:26,588 [slow instrumental music playing]